Okay, okay. Friends and family have convinced me not to shut down this blog. I’ve agreed to post every day even if it’s just one short sentence. Keep up with that and hopefully I’ll be back to my old blogging skills real soon. So here I am again. This is my post for today. Look […]
This Probably It
I think it’s time to shut my blog down. I hope it won’t be permament, but I have no idea. For now I have found it extremely difficult to post on a regular basis. Is this forever? Forever is a long time, but I do not plan on keeping it updated (at least for now) […]
Things not so good in my brain right now.
I just wrote a post that gave a good update regarding my life. Somehow an accidental click somewhere and it was all gone. I’ve never had that happen. Anyway, I’ll just say that I’m full of anxiety and depression. Most of it was about not being able to see my daughter because of my lack […]
I’m Not Going Anywhere
I know my posts are kind of sporatic these days, but I’m still here. I have A LOT to share, but still having difficulties putting it down on Paper (virtual paper that is). I’ll just keep plugging away at it as best I can. Happy Thanksgiving! Nomatter where you are, we all have something to […]
Another Day….
Well, I thought I was going to be able to post more today, but it looks like it’s not going to happen. I’ve had so many updates on how Bradley is these days, but I just can’t put them all into words for now. Too much going on and too depressed to express any of […]
I’m Still Here
I haven’t forgotten that it’s been about a week since I’ve made my last post. My head has been spinning out of control this past week that I can’t sit down for more than a couple of minutes. Tune in tomorrow and I expect I’ll be able to give a quick rundown. Hope my depression […]
Hypomania is Back
I’ve been down about the fact that I’m not receiving comments these days. It’s really ridiculous because I abandoned my blog for nearly two years. It took awhile to build up a base of readers at that time, and I shouldn’t consider this to be any different. My feelings get hurt too easily. It reminds […]
Depression is Back Again.
Meh, pretty much describes my day today. My pdoc and I have found a pretty good drug coctail that helps keep me in balance. You’d think that I would have learned by now is that being on the meds doesn’t mean I’ll never be depressed or manic again. The days that I seem perfectly balanced […]
Frustration
I have friends who talk about how awful their pdocs (psychiatrist) are. They claim their pdoc never listens to what they say, and won’t make any med changes even when asked. It feels, at times, they are talking about Dr. Jeckyl and Mr. Hyde. I always felt lucky. The pdoc I first worked with, Doctor Lisa, would spend a […]
Weight Watchers….Back Again
I took a big step last year. Actually a giant step. I joined Weight Watchers. I was excited. I knew I was going to be the perfect little weight watcher you ever did see. I just new that I would be able to get down to at lease 200 lbs by the years end. I was going […]