What have I been eating? Every damn thing in sight. And of course, I have a brilliant excuse for every one of them. I’m a firm believer of not taking responsibility for my own actions. Why would anyone do so? The mania and depression combined lately had definitely not helped.
Thursday was the big Graduation party for my niece at a fancy seafood restaurant – I have to participate in the festivites; on Friday Maurice was given a large bag of cookies from a client so we had to eat those – wouldn’t want to appear ungrateful for a gift; of course; I can’t remember what it was Saturday, but I remember it wasn’t so good – if I can’t remember it doesn’t count, I’m sure that’s the rule, and on Sunday I ate ice cream at church for all the Dads for Fathers Day and then Maurice and I went out for more ice cream later – it was Father’s Day after all. We’ve all heard “Fat and happy.” Well, today I’m feeling fat and not so damn happy about it.
Today I got up for my morning walk and what a chore that was. I was bloated and my body just felt blah. (I’m sure blah is an official medical term, btw). My goal is to now get back on eating healthier today. I see my pdoc today but I’m not going down the hall to try the scale. I know it’s not something I want to see.
I see my pdoc today, so I hope I can find out why I’m having such a roller coaster time right now. I’m sure it means another med change of some…..AAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!!!
The big news!!! Marriage Equality starts tomorrow in California. Finally, this state will not consider me to be “less than”, I’m overwhelmed with excitement. Amidst all this craziness I organized a support line with t-shirts and signs from our church, showing our support. We are sure there will be plenty of protesters so we wanted to be sure people knew that many churches support this.
Off to do some finalizing for tomorrow. If there are no posts for awhile then you know I was arrested.