Being a Writer

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As I said I was going to do, I quit school, cut back on volunteer obligations and have shifted all my focus on being a writer. As some of you may recall, I made those decisions based on feedback from both my pdoc and my therapist. I was struggling in school and due to some panic attacks the possibility of passing my classes this past semester were looking grim. Interestingly, both of them gave me the same advice within days of each other. Paraphrasing my therapist, “You’ve been saying you want to be a chaplain and have seemed excited about it, however, you are never more animated than when you talk about your blog. And today, as you talk about selling your short story, and writing more, you’re practically jumping out of your seat. Why don’t you do it? Make writing your job, structure it each day and do it.” I agreed it was a great idea.

The start was difficult due to rigid, virtually unattainable goals I set, but I’ve changed that. Instead of a narrow focus on time to do activities I’ve now set goals based on productivity. Naturally, the most important goal is my writing which I’ve set at one thousand words a day. That’s equal to a long blog post so it sounds easy, but of course, writing for my blog and creative writing are two different animals. I’m aware it will be extremely difficult some days. Overall, however, it’s a nice, safe, attainable goal even if I write gibberish. Even the worst gibberish can be edited the next day, or completely edited out. Though, I had originally planned to focus on short stories, I’ll be focusing on my novel instead. The novel has taken control of my mind. The scenes are writing themselves and as I’ve worked on my cast of characters and gotten to know them, I’ve fallen in love with every one of them.

The changes to my short story, which my editor asked for, are done and I’m working on another one due in February. I am currently working on the novel as well, but after that short story is done, the novel will get full attention.

Am I a writer? You bet your ass I am. How do I know? Because I’ve gone on Facebook and LinkedIn and changed my occupation to Writer. That’s it. It’s that easy. I just had to make the decision and now I have to stick with it, which is not one of my stronger suits Being a writer is easy, but I’m well aware that being a writer and actually writing are two entirely different things. The physical act of writing is the hard part which is why I’ve set realistic goals.

One astonishing thing came to light. This is not the first time I’ve focused on being a writer. Recently, a friend loaned me a copy of The Writers Market, which is a thick book listing publications, agents and publishers and it dawned on me that I had owned copies of the book thirty years ago. In addition, I now recall I also had a subscription to Writer’s Digest magazine. How in the hell could I not remember? Where did I lose track? This realization has fully convinced me that I’m on the right path and it feels wonderful.

  18 comments for “Being a Writer

  1. Cat
    January 29, 2015 at 05:42

    That’s great news Bradley. Whenever you write about writing or studying, the blogging ones are all the more enthusiastic and engaging
    I actually re-followed your blog, as you suggested, but I do not appear to get any email notification. I will try following again…

  2. January 20, 2015 at 16:10

    Yay!

    • Bradley
      January 20, 2015 at 16:26

      Yay indeed, Kitt

  3. January 20, 2015 at 15:01

    Happy for you, Brad! I love the idea that you are a writer – because you say you are. I identify with that. Congratulations!

    • Bradley
      January 20, 2015 at 15:11

      I was uncomfortable at first. In fact, it was Maurice who started referring to me as a writer. It finally dawned on me that writer is the appropriate title for someone who…well…writes all day.

  4. January 20, 2015 at 14:31

    Yay! I just followed you on FB, Bradley. I just “came” out to the world, no longer hiding childhood abuse. That closet got so damned dark! I’m so proud of you and where your journey is taking you!! ♥

    • Bradley
      January 20, 2015 at 15:08

      Thank you for the FB follow, Mandy. Welcome out of the closet!!! I’m so proud and happy for you. I’m sure putting a face to the words will comfort many still hiding in the shadows.

  5. January 20, 2015 at 13:57

    Good for you, Bradley! Sue Grafton, one of my favorite writers, keeps a writing journal where she notes ideas, possible plots, etc. and experiments with what works and what doesn’t. (She calls it “whining,” but it’s really more like a test kitchen. She was generous enough to share a bit of it at a writer’s conference. I think the excerpt is also posted on her website.) I wonder if that kind of journaling might be good for you on days when you don’t think you can make your goal?

    And if you should need a professional proofreader/copy editor, here I am!

    • Bradley
      January 20, 2015 at 14:59

      I just checked out Sue Grafton’s website and how great is that? Love her playful interaction with her readers. Good idea, Janet.

      As things progress,I may get back with you regarding the proofreader/ copy editor help.

  6. Lora
    January 20, 2015 at 12:17

    I totally believe in you Brad.

    • Bradley
      January 20, 2015 at 13:04

      🙂 I believe in me too

  7. kat
    January 20, 2015 at 11:53

    wow, that is really great. im glad you are doing what you really want to do-it is a rare thing that one reaches ones dreams and does what one loves.

    • Bradley
      January 20, 2015 at 13:05

      It is too rare, kat. I’m thrilled to finally be reaching for itl

  8. January 20, 2015 at 11:07

    I am very happy for you, Bradley. I’m also proud of you for taking that leap and following your heart’s dream. It’s now a reality. I’m looking forward to reading your work.

    • Bradley
      January 20, 2015 at 13:02

      Thank you, Journey. I’ve spent 51 years wondering what I want to do when I grow up and it looks like I finally found itl

  9. January 20, 2015 at 10:06

    I continue to be so excited about your renewed focus and energy as a writer, and I cannot wait to read all that your mind is working so hard to create!

    • Bradley
      January 20, 2015 at 13:00

      I can’t thank you enough, Alana. You’re the best

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